As days go by, the night's on fire.

Searching

Eyes that look and don’t blink

Water against the light

           Of confusion

Sex

     Loss of self and Being

Beauty, by definition,

                            Is Grotesque.

Hate is nothing

In my eyes, I see

Someone who is

                         Searching

Loving

In the only way he knows how

Blue, clear, open

My heart

                         Dreams

Giggles

   At hate.

Tie me down to

                       One Man.

Tell me how that feels.

I’ll kill you.

     I’ll love you.

           I’ll breathe for you—

           You forgot how to

     Breathe, love.

Searching for

                Someone

Not love, not hate, but

                Someone.

Kiss me somewhere quiet.

                                       Where nobody sees

The silent guilt

       We never confess, but

Hold. Nevertheless,

         We continue

Searching.

I need to be unnerved.